Notes: "Sex" is by Atari Teenage Riot.
::test the world::
Heero Yuy slipped into the silk pajamas with a vague premonition gnawing at his confidence; or rather, what little confidence he had left.
::united colours::
Millardo Peacecraft carefully buttoned the shirt. Heero's mangled hands dangled uselessly at his sides as the blonde man caressed his cheek.
::i told myself i wasn't about to give up::
"You'll be pretty when you heal," the man said brusquely.
::what time is it::
The boy knew that he was in expensive clothes; which meant that Peacecraft would most likely leave him alone.
For the moment, anyway.
::it doesn't matter anymore::
He turned, waiting for. . . something.
Peacecraft shrugged.
"This is my bedroom. You will stay here."
::i watch the sea through my colour tv::
Heero knew better than to ask where the other man would sleep.
::it's all over now::
He was pretty. Not many punters were, but this one, with that long blonde hair, and bright blue eyes--
Heero watched silently as the blonde undressed.
::but i knew that for me throwing myself into the world of helplines, charities, clinics, social workers, doctors, nurses, and specialists was not the answer::
The man was muscular; not a good thing if Heero needed to escape.
And what was that tattoo on his shoulder? A peregrine falcon, elegantly rending a sparrow.
Peacecraft saw the gaze. "It's my society," he said flatly.
::but there are a million different ways of living with it::
A chill ran down the boy's spine.
::i partied harder than ever before::
"You needn't look as if I'm going to eat you," Peacecraft said, not unkindly. "My. . . lover is gone for a bit. You'll be my entertainment. No more."
::all night, every night, every second, every minute and tonight::
Heero watched, still silent.
The blonde man came toward him, looking down from his height.
::enjoy everything::
"How are your knees?"
::i had been blind and i'm blind today::
Slowly, the brown-haired boy knelt in front of the naked man, eyes level with the other's cock.
And opened his mouth.
::one last chapter and another plane awaits us::
Later, when he'd finished, the blonde picked him up effortlessly. He fell asleep, still in that firm grasp, his face against the man's chest.
::i fell in love::